| hi everyone... I've been to a lot of pro-ana sites but have never been able to actually have an account on one...so this is extremely badass. I'm a freshman in college, just turned 19! I'm 5'7"-5'8", blonde hair green eyes. You can call me Baby. I used to be really skinny, but not anymore, I hurt my back bad and didnt make the college vb team, couldnt work out, got depressed and gave up 4 a while!! Got huge!!! Although i actually pull it off pretty well cause I'm fairly big boned, very muscular/athletic and I do the hide in loose jeans and sweatshirts thing, I currently weight 155 lbs. Ouch! So not where I want to be. I want to look good naked, be able to wear the closet full of little cute clothes that I used to, bikinis, tight jeans ripped to shreads, go swimming--and just be okay going out in public and having ppl see me!! This will sound insane, but I'm willing to work hard and do whatever it takes- I would love to be Kate Moss's size- and since we're the same height, I think I can one day pull it off-if she can, why can't I? Shes 33-23-35, I've read that on several sites, but if I'm wrong, please correct me. I've also read that shes 95 lbs, 105 lbs, and 107 lbs, and I dont know which one is accurate. They all sound pretty good to me! However, I've set my lowest weight goal to be around 110- I would be estatic to reach that. I am a recovering bulimic and looking to become more of a pro-ana/breatharian girl- no offense 2 anyone, I am bulimic so I am also calling myself these things, but I believe the whole mia thing is discusting, dangerous, and weak, so I'm trying to leave that behind me. The pro-anas have the real strength, I belive. So anyways, I'm looking forward to meeting some of you, i dont really know how to work this site yet, so please leave me a message! If you're looking to give or receive advice or support, fasting buddy, whatever, I'd love to talk to you!! Im very open minded and will not judge you- we all have our own opinions and are all fighting our own DEMONS!!
within the last year: HW:(167) CW:(155) LW:(125)~*~*~*GW1:(135) GW2:(120) GW3:(110) Too ashamed to measure myself right now, but I will eventually and I will share it. Good luck to all, much love and think thin!!!!
XOXO ~BaBy* |
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